Sleepy boys

When Bob was sick (a few weeks ago) he didn't sleep every well. And since I was sick myself and caring for him all day Will took the night. I woke up to find them like this:

Sound asleep. I have no idea how Bob was sleeping like this but he slept for a good hour after I found them. I love my husband who is always thinking of me and loves our kids.

A year ago

Easter is coming up fast and I was looking at pictures so I could burn them and get them off the computer (I do this every year, I just behind this year) And this is a picture of the kids from last Easter. Bob is so little. I remember making those baskets. They took forever but I think they turned out cute. I guess I should find the 4 Easter decorations I do have a put them up. I just can't believe how fast time is going by. I even registered Jordan for Kindergarten. (makes me sad and happy at the same time) He has kinder round -up in the morning. I will miss him. He told me "Don't worry I am right up the road if you miss me go in the backyard and you will see me" (We can see the school from our backyard) If only it were that easy. He will be instead not missing me while Kenzie and I will be missing him lots and dealing with a new baby and Bob. Jordan also told me that I am the best cook and when he gets a wife they will bring their kids over to eat every day. I hope so!! I really do. I love these kids and I am getting excited to see what this little one will be like. They are all so different and fun! I love my job, just sometimes wish I got a paycheck for it! The kisses and hugs can't really buy anything.

Big Changes

Well I have been a HUGE ball of emotions since Christmas and have blamed it all on this darn seizure. It has been super hard not driving, having three little ones at home, being pregnant, kids getting sick and not at the same time, having a husband who works what seems like all the time! Did you catch all of that...Did you know all of that all ready :) Okay okay Yes we are expecting baby #4 in Sept. Bob is going to be a big brother. I am not sure how it is going work but it will have to work. Jordan starts Kinder about a month before and the school is super close.

So the reason for my crazy mood swings and for the seizure is I AM PREGNANT!!!!! I am the 1 in 3 lucky women who gets seizures while pregnant I had no problems with my 1st and they started at the end of my 2nd and had my grand mal when my 2nd was 11 months was on meds for my 3rd and this baby was a total SURPRISE. And I knew I was pregnant right when I looked at the fireman and realized I had had another seizure. In my head I yelled so loud and wanted to crawl in a hole and just stay there. 1. I have no idea what I said or did and it's a little embarrassing and 2. not sure how I am going to handle 4 kids.

But for now I have 3 kids and I can do this and life will go on......

16 months

This sweet little sleepy man is 16 months and went to the Doctor yesterday

He is 20 pounds 13ozs

He is 29 inches tall

So over all he is in the 3% for his age.

He has four teeth on the bottom and four on top and all his molars in

He is just starting to sleep all night. (Thank goodness)

He says Dada, Mama, Jordan, Dog, what's that, Bob, Sponge bob, Papa, Nana....

He is a runner and a jumper

He loves to give open mouth kisses to his Mommy all day long.

He is so much fun and we love all love this sweet little baby!!!

Feeling sorry for myself

I have been missing from my blog cause I really have not been in a bloggie (is that a word) mood. I have mostly been sitting feeling sorry for myself because of this darn seizure thing. I mean I feel forgotten in a weired kind of way. And I HATE having to take pills every day. It is making me real mad. Last time I lost 10 pounds in a month this time I have only lost 3 and been a whole lot sicker so that stinks! Maybe I should start working out at least that is what I tell myself every day but I feel sick so I don't. I know it could be worse cause I read all about her but I am stuck here and hate it and hate to ask for help even if people offer it. I know weird but that is me. So I sit and cry and count the days till I can drive. I did drive last night when Will went to the store and got out and said he was running in and to drive around and just got out and so I had to. It was fun. Jordan was worried but I loved it. I felt normal.
It's hard to feel normal on these pills they make me feel crazy but soon crazy becomes normal and that is just weird. But I do have a wonderful husband who lets me cry to him and vent every night. He works hard and takes time to spend time with us when he can. He took me to the temple last weekend. He had to be with the youth but it was still fun to ride up and spend time in the car together.
Sorry for the pitty party this is why I haven't posted in a while but look for a post coming soon on how we got Jordan's 2nd tooth out! You don't want to miss it:)

bed time

This is how the kids get to bed every night. On the Daddy train:)

A mixture of feelings

I am not sure how to feel or how to start this little post but I guess the facts is a good place.



Sat morning Will was going to go Paint balling with some friends and take my brother with him. My brother called around 6:30am and woke Will up (Will had set his alarm wrong) So Will said he would get up and get out the door. I woke up and looked at the clock at 7am and rolled over to tell Will to get up. Next thing I know I am stilling in a chair in my front room with firemen, my parents, and Will's parents in front of me. They were asking me all kinds of questions that I could not answer.

I had had a seizure sometime between 7am and 7:06am when Will look at the clock then found me in the middle of it. Jordan too saw me and called 911. He wasn't sure what was happening so he rubbed my head. (I had one before about 3 years ago in the middle of RS with Kenzie on my lap but he was not around and she was too little to remember)
I sent the whole day in the ER for testing and I feel like I have been hit by a Mack truck. I called my Dr and we both are thinking it is from my Bronchitis but we will have to do some testing.
And this point I am upset and still a little dazed. For now to be safe I can't drive so that stinks. And Jordan is very worried.

I am mad that I had one but thankful that Will was home I am not sure how everything would have played out if he would have been gone like he was suppose to be. I am trying to find the good in this but it may take some time.

I have the BEST family and friends and for that I am glad. I know it could be worse but right now I am upset to have to take meds every day but hope to find ones with the least side effects. It will take time to get over being upset and time for me to know this is my life. It may not be what I planned but it is what I have. At least this time I know I can have more children.

If you would like to know what you could do to help come over and visit us or call and I'll let you know. I will be okay but for today I upset and I think I am okay with that.