What I know...

about wrestling. NOTHING!! I know nothing!! My husband was a wrestler when we were in high school and I went to I think two matches (is that what it's called a match? doesn't seem right but we'll go with that) I could (dare I say it) careless.. (okay there I said it) He was good okay GREAT at it and was HOT. And really at the time the hotness is all I cared about.
So now my 7 year is wrestling and when he has a *match* I have no idea what is good or not. My mom was with me and said "So did he win, did he do good?" And I had NO IDEA!!! It wasn't a match for a winner so they didn't raise his hand (which is how I know if they win or not) So I didn't know. I never thought I would be a mom to so many little boys. I thought I would have one maybe two but I have THREE (and if the next are boys...wait a minute....there's another girly up there waiting right? 5 boys not sure I can do that)
Anyways I know I need to learn my stuff. I need to ask Will to teach me some stuff. (oh that hurt just to type it) Really it's not fun for me AT ALL. It's like me asking Will to watch Ballet (which I never have!! So maybe 3 girly's in ballet is what he needs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Also when a kid does a close fist cross face (I know what that is and it's NOT allowed) on my son and he gets hurt and the other dad is proud. I want to take my fist and.......

So anyways I must study and learn some stuff cause this is what the next million years looks like for me. Jordan and that kid who cross faced him.

He has risen!

I wanted to let you all know how thankful I am that the tomb was empty. That he had risen - Matthew 28:6 I am thankful that Jesus loved me enough to atone for my sins, to hurt more then I will ever have to feel, he lived and died for each and everyone of us. He endured ALL things and knows all our hurts because he too felt them all. He loves us all and died for us so we can live again! I know Jesus lives! I know he was and is real. I know that trough him all things are possible. I know I will make mistakes in my life but I also know that because of him I can be forgiven. OF ALL THINGS! This Easter please take 2 minutes to watch this beautiful video.

Sorry!

I started taking my seizure pills everyday. (I know I should have been doing that anyways but I wanted Henry to get as little as possible) So I now feel horrible and don't really like being around people cause I get irritated fast. So if I don't call you back right away or see you for awhile that is why. The pills make me super sick and sleepy and cranky and feel like a totally different person for a month to 3 months. The only good thing is I loose about a pound or two every few days but other then that it SUCKS real bad!! I am not liking it AT. ALL!!! I want to crawl in a hole and stay there for a while. I am fighting back tears almost the whole day (I feel that bad!) But I don't want to have a seizure so I must take them. So please excuse me if you don't hear from me in real life for a while....I might have found that hole!

Outstanding reader

I got a letter in the mail telling me to come to Jordan's school because he had a special award he would be getting but to keep it a surprise. So for one whole week we did just that and when we got to the school, Jordan got outstanding reader for his class!!

Jordan loves to read and always has a book in is bed (he has since he was about 3). He is a great student and is loved by his teacher. And we love her!! I am so glad my boy loves to read!!

Forgiveness

I often want others to forgive me right away but I am not so quick to forgive others. I sit and think about what upset me over and over again and get hurt over and over again. And therefore it is hard to forgive. Why is it that I want someone to forgive me but yet I don't do the same? I really don't know. I need to work on that. I have had a few people that have hurt my feeling really bad these past few months and I am finding it really hard to forgive. I feel that if I forgive I will just get hurt again because that is what has happened to me and I really don't want to be hurt again. But caring the hurt feelings is also not something I want to have either. So here I sit with an internal struggle with myself. I know I must forgive but I don't want it. So when Sat afternoon conference came on and President Boyd K. Packer gave this talk. I knew what I had to do. I have to leave it alone. I have to forgive and repent. I have watched this talk 5 times now and every time I feel peace in my heart and I know I can do it. It will be hard to forgive but I know that with the help of Heavenly Father I can do it. I must pray for the help to forgive and just "leave it alone." Now I am not saying I have done it yet but I am working on it and I hope to have this heavy burden of hurt feeling gone. And I know they will happen again (I hope not too soon) but I know now to just "leave it alone." I am thankful for a Heavenly Father who loves me enough to know just what I need to hear and to give me the tools to change and to became more Christlike. I know that with the help of him I will be able to do what I find so hard to do and next time it maybe a little easier to forgive and maybe "leave it alone" from the start. If you are feeling the same way as I am about forgiving please listen to the talk it is only about 16 minutes and it will change your life. Let me know how it goes for you and I will update you on me. I must know get on my knees I have some serious praying to do!!!!