I am thankful!

I know lately I have been complaining about how I am done being pregnant but I want to let you all know how thankful I am to be pregnant. That I don't struggle to get pregnant or stay pregnant like some of my friends. And that I can even get pregnant. I have some friends who have never been pregnant and I can't imagine what they are going through so I must not complain because their pain is worse I'm sure.
I think of my friend who gives her self a shot daily (now two) just to keep her sweet baby girl inside and wander if I could do that. I'm not so sure. I have easy pregnancies. No throwing up at all. Just this time back pain and these braxton hicks. Which I think I would take any day over the not being able to have children or it being a struggle to have them.
I am so thankful that heavenly father loves me enough to trust me to raise and return these babies to him. I love my babies so much and can't wait to meet the newest one growing inside me. I feel so lucky to be a mommy!!
This is baby Jordan sleeping with his blanket that he still has and sleeps with. OH my hearts melts looking at this picture of my little man!
And sweet princess Kenzie Loo. I want to kiss her face off she is so stinkin cute!
I am one lucky mommy and wife!

ready all ready?

I told Jordan "I can't wait for baby Robbie to come out so I can hold all three of my babies" and he said "yeah but daddy wants 6." So he is putting a damper on my I need this baby out so I can have my body back plan. Because I am going to do this a least one more time and really I right not I feel as if he is NEVER coming out. Really I cry about this at least once a day. I don't think he wants to come out. I have a friend who was due Sept 11 and she still has baby in there. That will be be and I will DIE!! I just really am ready to hold him and be up all night and change diapers I'm ready for anything but being pregnant longer.
Got any good tips for getting this baby out leave them. I've done some that I know and it is not working...

Some news

This weekend I got to have a little "vacation", okay not really. I was having chest pain so I went into the hospital and had to stay over night (27 hours) to get LOTS of test done. It was NOT fun but I did get to see the baby a few times and hear his sweet heart beat A LOT!! After poking and testing they deiced that I need to see a heart Dr one month after the baby comes. But it is nothing to worry about. I do have Mitral valve prolapse (http://http//www.mayoclinic.com/health/mitral-valve-prolapse/DS00504 ) but it doesn't bother me at all (unless I am stressed or in labor)
On to other news...Jordan was sad that we didn't come home with a baby because he thinks that is the only reason to go to the hospital and Kenzie likes to tell me that baby Robbie needs her. They are too cute
We took some more pictures yesterday and some weird guy came up to Kam and asked her if there was a lot of film in her camera. She told him it was a card and he then asked her if she would take a picture of him for his mom in Florida and he would pay her. She said Yes. Can you believe it?! That was just crazy! He then gave her $20 and his address to send him the picture. It was all just a little weird!! And of course Russell was hiding watching the whole time. (the cop in him does that often)
So here are the new pictures. (If anyone knows how to get the guy out of the pictures of us walking please let me know. I tried with photoshop but I couldn't do it)

Look what Kam took today!

There will be more taken on Monday so check back!!

2 years ago...

I was sitting in Relief Society and I was not feeling so good. I had 10 month old Kenzie in my lap and my SIL Kam was by my side. I started to feel hot and dizzy... Next thing I know I am on the floor with a sister telling me I am okay.. Then nothing again till I am in an ambulance and Will is crying. I kept thinking what is going on but everyone said "you are fine." So I would close my eyes and go to sleep. Only to wake up somewhere else. When I got to the hospital I found out I had had a grand mal seizure. I had no idea what that meant and it sounded scary plus everyone around me looked really worried and Will was real sad.
I also wanted to know what happened to Kenzie if she was okay. Her and Jordan were with Kam and Russell and that helped me to relax alittle but I was still kind of stunned by the whole thing.
After leaving the hospital I found out I could not drive for 90 days which totally sucks because Will worked out of town M-F. So the kids and I were stuck at home. I then had to have lots of test done and was told no more babies for at least 5 years. I was devastated!
After a year the baby ban was no longer there and I feel every blessed to be pregnant with Robbie and to be seizure free. I have only had that one. So in Jan we will see if I need to be on pills any more. I still can't believe that it has been 2 years and that it even happened (since I don't remember anything) But I am thankful that it didn't happen when I was alone with the kids and that there with plenty of people to help.