Have you seen...

The show Hopkins? It is a medical show that is real life. Oh my goodness I watched it last night and it was heart breaking. At one point Will was crying telling me to turn it off but I just couldn't. There was a 2 year old who had an enlarged heart and when they were going to go in and see what was wrong he died on the table. It was so sad I just covered my mouth and cried. (They did bring him back) It was even worse when they went to let the parents know what happened. The mothers face was beyond words. I could feel her heart break. I don't even think she heard the Dr tell her that her baby was now fine and would need a transplant. I think all she heard was that he had died.
The baby did get his transplant and is now good but it was a very emotional show. I am so thankful to have healthy babies!! I really don't know if I could handle that. It was hard to watch a baby I didn't even know. Even the Dr had a rough time with it.

5am

Every morning around 5am we hear a door open very quietly then the pitter patter of little feet. And the sweetest little angel climbs in our bed and cuddles up to me or Will and falls back asleep for an hour or two. Till her brother comes in and wakes us all up. I love it!

Tag I'm it

i am: A wife, mommy and a friend
i think: many things all the time
i know: I have the cutest kids in the world
i want: smores
i have: the best husband in the world
i wish: to loose all this baby weight then some by May
i hate: the people who stole our stuff
i miss: my Tata he would have loved my kids
i fear: Obama
i feel: Robbie moving ALL the time
i hear: kids talking
i smell: rain! And I love it
i crave: Eegee's watermelon!!!!
i search: for lost toys way too much
i wonder: if I am a good mom
i regret: nothing
i love: my family
i care: about others feelings alittle too much some times
i always: think about getting out of this small house
i am not: good a waiting. I really don't like it
i believe: the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is TRUE
i dance: with the kids all the time
i sing: in the car
i don’t always: shower before noon
i fight: over little things and laugh in the middle of the fight
i write: in my journal once a month
i lose: my car keys a lot
i win: Paper rock scissors
i never: eat ketchup on anything it is GROSS
i listen: to music about half the day.
i can usually be found: blogging, working out, scrapbooking, reading or watching a good movie with my husband
i am scared: about the elections
i need: to have this sweet baby and get my body back!
i am happy about: the choice I have made in my life to make it so I can have a forever family
i tag: Samantha and Heather

Look at this!

I was looking at old pictures and found this of our little lady Kenzie! Oh she is so tiny and cute. She is 3 1/2 months here. I forgot how little he was. We would put those sunglasses on her all the time because they were so stinkin cute. I love how it looks like she is posing for me. You really should click on it to make it bigger to get the cuteness of it! I just LOVE her!!!!

We've done a lot of........

Swimming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I had to add this picture of the day we meet Ben Franklin! Kenzie was way to scared and Jordan and David (Will's brothers boy could care less once they found out he was not a pirate.)
They love to do tricks
I love that cute little face!
He is a daredevil thats for sure. He loves to jump off the board.
Daddy and his girl!!
Jordan learned he could hold Kenzie and was so excited!( she is not mad she just had to sneeze)
Cannon Ball!!!! The LOVES of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So mad at rude jerky people!

Will goes to work today only to find out that some jerk stole some equipment from him. Thousands of dollars gone. He works so hard for our family to provide for us and some jerks decide to steal. I just don't understand why people do these things. Of course insurance does NOT cover it so we are out of luck. Which just stinks! I am so upset that people are so rude and do these!!
We are honest hard working and there are low life creeps out there who just take what is not theirs! I can just punch them I want to scream and cry at them same time!!!! It makes me so mad it feels like we take a steep forward only to go three back. Okay That is my rant on that.......

Just had to have them...

While shopping at Target Jordan found some super cute shoes for baby Robbie that he wanted to get only they were size 2 and would not fit for a while. So we left Will to find some shoes for himself because that was real boring and went to the baby section and found these cute shoes. Jordan yelled "Looked at these lets get them. Daddy will love them they will pump his heart out" (I think he meant melt his heart) So we bought them. Cause of Jordan's excitement and of how stinkin cute they are. (these are size 0-3 months)